Here we go gathering nuts in May


Death is a funny color, I awaken every morning to a variety of death. It is inescapable, especially if I happen to catch a reflexion of myself in the glistening of the foggy, glossy skim which floats languidly on the top of the bowl.

I have begun amusing myself writing with little entries into my porridge and then pulling myself back into consciousness but I stand ready at any moment. It’s cream of wheat at 50 paces. The saving grace of course is that I can’t walk 50 paces in any direction fatigue being what it is.

Image from last bout with cancer. Poor old guy. Great artist but the cancer was truly kicking his ass

Death is the color of saffron, it’s the color of everyone who has gone before me, I find myself staring through the fog, I could write the list of those who have gone before, be careful there are lots of souls floating around. I grab them as they float around the giant commode that once was a life. This is beginning to chafe me.

Death is the color of my eyes this morning I wish they had warned me about the cream of wheat, I don’t seem to be able to stop the staring of eyes passing by, Tiny unfiltered little voices all asking the eternal question: “Mommy, why is that man yellow?”

Death is the color of the green green grass of home though there is no longer any grass not even a lonely cement curb upon which to scrape an errant wheel. Betcha you’re gonna have a hard time coming up with a hubcap for a 1952 DeSoto.


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